Wednesday, February 28, 2018
Once Upon A Time Back in Town
Wednesday, February 7, 2018
All by My Self
All by My Self
Sunday, November 12, 2017
Anyone can be Anyone
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| Too sweet in other side, too bitter to be real (source photo :Google) |
Wallah, she set her schedule and came far away by the train with i am sure loaded heart beating to meet adorable handsome guy as she knew him for a year by the photos.
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| You must be Mine, but.. wait! continue the story |
She reported this case to the police and guess what our police set him FREE!
For your information her place in Banten West Java to Tulungagung East Java is 848 km, approximately she spent her time to meet her fake lover for the journey around 17-20 hours!
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| The culprit! Very ugly heart |
Now my time to tell my own, I had the same situation when i was too naive long time ago in 2012-2013.
I spent same like her, more than a year knowing Indian charming guy with very fluent English conversation, named Riju Menon. I couldn't imagine my self become a slave of sweet words from internet world. More than a year we chatted over yahoo messenger. Anyone can be anyone, he told me that he works in Dubai, head manager of oil industry, having beautiful luxurious car and My fault was i believe on his marvelous background stories. Oh, almost forgot, he shared his face as handsome as this:
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| Indian actor |
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| What a VIRTUAL YELLOW FLOWER, was my favorite! |
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| What A JEEP from showroom car must be |
| Riju Menon said he is the black T-shirt |
I feel sorry to my self to waste my time for a liar. I want my story to be awareness to the others. Anyone can be anyone. "Stay safe" (a simple quote but not easy).
Saturday, November 4, 2017
Sia Back to The Past
The memories bring her to some stories behind things she sees.
She sits in the white line chair, the chair has the past time warmness moments.
She stands in the backyard, the yard had some movements before.
She enters to the chicken smell kitchen, it was the best part of the house that has bread aroma.
The bed where she sleeps very peace now, it used to have creaky shaky sound that Sia proud of.
Sia's heart begs to head to cease back to the past, please.. the sense is over..
Sia prefers to be amnesia than the past if she could make a wish to the universe.

*don't bother, my mood because of rain making weirdo melodrama words
Happy weekend -2 months to 2018!
My Neighbor Getting Married
So my neighbor and my childhood friend named Yuli (the Groom) have married Ria (The bride), they are Christians but mostly our neighbors are Muslim :) , we respect each others ceremonial, i will show you the video, where the song of wedding ceremony was very loud, but my neighbors' faces were flat :)) haha..
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| She says " I do... " |
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| Kneeing to Groom's parents , the head next to my camera is Mom's Bride :) |
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| As usual they would cry each others , but i know its happiness tears. |
The last part of ceremonial is release 2 pigeons, i have no idea the symbol of what those 2 pigeons released, welcome to the jungle or what?
again the video of them releasing freeee pigeons:
You must see the anxious faces of the pigeons :))
all done, what the guests do? Food time! the tradition, the guests have to come to the food, choose which ones you like , eat and back home full tummy :)
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| Foodies time, the girls serve the guests |
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| Simply food i want, i could get more and more, but at the moment i am not zombie :D |
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| Whoops, i asked the photographer Potrait please, but he got me! |
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| Yippie.. Happy Wedding guys, i hope the babies you make won't be too many, Indonesia population is too too too MUCH! |
Wednesday, November 1, 2017
Home Town Foodies
What i missed from this place, i could say the foodies, my tongue get used with Indonesian foods especially Javanese food. When i stayed in Australia a year ago, nothing else wants me to back to home town only the food.... i am a zombie .... crawling of foooooddddd...
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| Zombies eating the balls? haha.. the balls were made by tapioca flour and ketchup dressing, as simply as that! |
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| Ignore his fatty tummy! Jezz.. haha |
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| No. no.. it is not a heart of human body or even a BRAIN, it's part of Bali Orange, fresh from our garden. Yum! |
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| here we go the explanation about what i ate :P |
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| Nasi Ayam Pojok per portion less than US$1 |
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| Simply tiny place in the corner of the city, but it is like hidden treasure you know ;) |
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| Peek a boo with the granny named Mul |
wondering why KFC already has many branches ? Maybe coz KFC already 87 years. Ok Granny Mul, you need to be patient to have many branches :P
Sunday, October 29, 2017
The Aisle
This is story about The Aisle and Sia*.
The Aisle, is a witness for Sia and her chosen one to commit be partners till death coming for pick up and drop off.
The Aisle, is a crazy place, where Sia feels very sick because her heart beats too fast and uncontrollable like the blood in the body confused where to go.
The Aisle, is a weirdo place, what the hell people staring at her when all she wants only to run with the chosen one and escape from all the ceremonial.
The Aisle, is full of whispering promises about the life after leaving The Aisle.
The Aisle, is again a witness for Sia's getting her tied gift, a terrific twinkle twinkle glowing ring!
*Sia (imaginary person), this drama story came up because i just bought that diamond ring (above) just for less than 1US$
oh my my, i love it!
Monday, August 28, 2017
I am Dating with My Self
I am dating with my self, again for uncountable times. It is hurt if i feel it so, but if i really with someone in the last Sunday night, might be that wasnot what i wanted. I get used to enjoy with my own. See things clearly, smiling silly things.
What's a mellodrama blog i have now. Sorry.
Watching Cars3 in the cinema
Burrito time IDR 75,000 inclusive tax
Enjoying beach in the night
Monday, July 31, 2017
Fancy grandma
On today, i posted my secondhand clothes in whatsapp. Luckily, sold 2 items..haha
I called my shop "Oedel Closet", Oedel is Central Javanese language means Belly. I am in love to show my belly sometimes by outfit dress (i don't know since when this behavior happens, LOL).
Now, i am thinking.. when i grow old, do you think i would be a fancy grandma? Hmm.. I thought so.
Photo source from Google
Wednesday, July 26, 2017
Lost
I think i am lost.
After a year journey to Australia, back to Indonesia with full of hope will do something fun like opening business, became Enterpreneur. Naah, it was only a vision. Now six months no direction, no job, no travel, sigh.. no more..
I am lost when i am deactive. My blood keep jumping! My brain is unable to remain silent doing nothing.
Look, how lost i am till i didn't realize wearing sick flip flop around the city! Oh boy..
Sunday, November 13, 2016
Why Life?
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| Source photo from google |
The Life says, "it is easy, be kind to her, get her trust and leave her."
Now, i am asking to the Life,
"Why should you create lovely "hello" if you know after that will be pain "good bye"? Why would you do that to me? What do you want to show me from this circle?"
The Life just say, "the one who will hurt you the most is the one you love the most."
13 11 16 (unlucky number from Life to me)
Saturday, September 17, 2016
I Live In Heaven!
You just don't know, are you choosing the good one or bad? Just try.
I might think i live in heaven! ( after watching "Book Thief" movie with my 3rd bottle of beers)
I am the superstar of my own drama..
Live in somewhere with painful sprained thumb in my right hand till feel painly difficult to type this blog, still nothing compare to the feeling of explosion war next to your wall.
So, i cant keep my mellow drama behind, but i could choose to keep cheer up coz i live in heaven!
Thursday, July 7, 2016
Day off
Australia is not Asia,
Finding fish and chips not rice bead here.
Hehe.. This is my day off mode.
The food (pic) be like $1345
Sunday, April 3, 2016
Jabiru?
Sleeping beneath the sky as the earth is my comfy bed!
This tree really best accompanion to get miracle shadow hiding from the heat of the sun
Goodbye shoe, you are always beside me from Indonesia, Cambodia, Australia, now time for you to rest
Tomato Sardine!
Tuna Fried Bismati Rice (yum)
Bakwan! Indonesian veggie snack, carrot, corn and cabbage
Rice in Australia is such a treasure! 1 kg is 7$ (remember i live in small village!)
Indomie seleraku! You cant say NO to this tempting noodles!
Lovely Kakadu bakery :)
Wild Life at Jabiru, North Territory Australia! Those photos were on my lunch time, i will spend time sleeping on the earth and facing sun and beautiful blue sky up over there! In this village, i become accidentally chef and improve my cooking skill! Haha.. no matter what, you must cook to keep you safe from hunger as your break time only 30 min which no food stall you could find :)
I am enjoying working in Kakadu bakery, friendly staffs and guests, also i know now how to make burgers!
Far away from home, makes me feeling the memories of togetherness is really delicious moment that i could reach in mind.
Cheers,
April 2016
Wednesday, November 18, 2015
2014?
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Done in a year (2014)?
From the video of full of smiles edited by G+ above, the answer is "i dont know".
Time goes fast really..
can't go back..
Try the best not to repeat the regretness for next year..
2016
Tuesday, July 14, 2015
My partner dear
just few seconds we broke up, i missed you already, again. We are like pair of shoes, without one will be incomplete, lost. It is not possible wearing 1 shoe, i need you the most!
But, just today is historical moment in our relationship diary, we changed status from "being virtual relationship" become "starting live in reality", so i wished you enjoy the fullest of life! I cant say much, my eyes are tired of producing tears and starting the dehidration of your image.
Sincerly yours,
Shoe partner.
Thursday, October 23, 2014
Incontraro Nonna in sognare

Mi manchi nonna troppo. Oggi, sogno di te. Io muoio e incontraro con tu. Sono molto felice!! Io so dove tu rimani.. io gioco con tu, tu sei ancora stessa una molto bella e simpatica nonna.

I miss you so much granny, half of my happiness just gone when you've gone. In my dream, i died just to meet you, and i don't mind if i had to repeat it again.
Tuesday, September 16, 2014
Miss to Fly!
Making me feel the air,
the air that i know exactly I could not resist it all.
The air which spoils me with harmony of peace,
The air which becomes soft and calm wind,
The air which makes my blood sings and dances non stop!
Aarghh.. Absolutely I miss to fly!
But, my wings are broken still, so i force my feet to touch the earth with no exception nor mercy. Missed to fly. If you lost your prominent ability, to fly, why do you stand still?
Why can't I surrender?
Why do i do questioning and hoping that will be bright future later on, my wings will recover and...
Enough, i don't have a dare to end my journey just like that, now next chapter, what have i seen while i tried to heal my own wound wobbly just now?
Friday, June 27, 2014
Never Satisfied
When I was in a co. worked from 8-17, I look at the window oftenly, hope the time goes fast like cars which drove full speed in that road. All I wanted was finished the jobs and back to my couch soon.
The next days,
the same wish while looked at the same window, feels like prisoner there waiting for the unknown freedom.
Now,
I am here, feeding ants in pavements.
Looking at cloudy sky, smiling at the naughty cat that jump to the roof of a car just for sleeping, hearing birds chit chat and sitting peacefully accompanied by wind.
Those moments are my wishes when I was in ex company's window!!
But,
I am feeling unsatisfied tho.
I want more than this,
Greedy feeling..

























