Daring of Good Bye

When that door open, i can see the light hit my eyes, wake up call to me.

 I can hear birds singing sweetly like harmony of cello.

I am curious what's happen outdoor there?

Oh, but if i went to the light, how bout here? Would the darkness allow me to leave?

But i can't stay any longer with you oh darkness,

I want escape and smell that outdoor air,

Please don't hold me anymore,

You're beautiful hands hurt me for long time,

Would you let me taste that light?

I don't care what you said about pain if i met light,

You said, i will die but i think i will die faster if  i am still with you,

Sorry to hurt you oh darkness,

Let the power of light make me blind,

so i won't able to see you again oh darkness.

I don't want to see your sadness that can make me stay with you.

Sorry to betray you,

I like you but allow me to explore days with the light,

From now,

Good bye.

Good Bye.

A New Day has Come

Wow it's a new day after water day case ( hehe >_< ) , 

Always be sweet gal honey (Mr. Raj's advice),

Focus to work (Hana's advice), 

Focus to Healthy Diet Program (Haahaa ^o^v Debora's advice ),

Focus to save money to travelling anywhere i want, i want to feel gone with the wind (so classic ^~^),

When i went to Church yesterday morning, The Father told about,

" God never give overload duty to you "

He know we can carry the best as we can be.

Bittersweet Met Him

Figure 1. Yahoo Messenger  is the  machine that made me met him

This story begin because Yahoo machine made "Join A Room" to make friends, when just get bored i entered a room to walk around. Many questions and asking to be friends in list, i sorted it first. Then i met him, as usual say: "hey", "how r you?", "asl?", "hows life?", "wht do u do?", "can i add you?" till "can i c u c2c or pic?"
All was going well, we talked about anything in our life, our past day, our future, our differences in religion, culture, our families, we celebrated delicious cooking on Ramadan day in our family's house. It felt like something missing if i were not online a day and met him.

Petuah Bapak CEO

Fig 1. Don't forget to Smile

 Rabu (04/27) Saya melakukan wawancara di perusahaan System Integrator, tahap awal isi form biodata, lalu dilanjutkan wawancara oleh HRD yang ramah selama kurang lebih 30 menit, wawancara yang dilakukan seputar tutorial di google, seperti kelebihan, kelemahan, pekerjaan yang kau sukai, tak kusukai, contoh kasus dan bagaimana menanggapinya?

Hey Jakarta!

Minggu (04/24) tiba di Jakarta, kota maha karya yang dapat membuat decak kagum. 

Berdecak  karena wajahku menjadi begitu kotornya setelah berputar naik bajaj berbahan bakar gas (BBG) menuju Slipi dari Stasiun Senen ^^' ckckck, maklum saya bernapas dengan asap di kota ini bukan Oksigen, (haha bercanda ^0^). 

Kagum karena gedong-gedongnya tuuuuiiiingggiii... kebayang Kingkong naik ke gedung-gedung itu kayak apa jadinya? (haha.. movies imagination ^^,)

Kagum di kota ini kok banyak yang pamer mobil di jalanan ya? dari yang usia mobil tua hingga masih kinclong, pada seneng banget berjajar tampil disekitarku, wkwkwkw... dan aksi pamer mereka terkenal dengan sebutan "Maceeet lagiii Boooo??!!"  "('_')!

I Like My Country, Indonesia

           Writing inspiration in April Mop when i go to the Church with my mom.
        Just in My Country, Indonesia

I can hear "Adzan Maghrib" (Muslim Praying) Loudly when i prayed in the church (^^)v

and people in the church were in silence, peaceful and no comment. 

We are in good relations here. No war, even we are in different way.

I like my country, Indonesia.

Borobudur Temple, Indonesia

source pic: http://www.indonesia.travel/en

Beautiful day :) or busy day?

             My dreaming about GO out the box ( the box is Indonesia   XP )  in my head still on fire. Till now I still look for chances to get scholarships :D. You know, I know that if you want to be accepted in another country you have to struggle with others too. Preparing all the stuffs, TOEFL Certificate, Letter of Recommendation, Medical check up, Study plan, Future/ Goal Plan and Introduce your self of course Diploma of graduated. Just now March 16, 2011 I have sent applicant forms to Seoul, Korea and Indonesia - Ministry of Arts and Culture. 

              What I did before i sent it to the POSINDONESIA??

Figure1. dbee's graduation day

Figure 2. Diploma translated English

1. Happy Graduation day, then,
2. Need Diploma translated to English.
3. Need Letter of Recommendation  (from my advisor as my Lectures)

Figure 3. My very nice Lecture made Letter of Recommendation

4. Study about TOEFL to get min score 550 (Aaaarrrgh....  \*0*/   ), my TOEFL when i tested in BisTek got score 470, when I did in LTC i got 456   ~~ How Embarrassing of me =0
TOEFL I already spent money so much in Language Training Center (LTC) IDR 175.000, in Bisnis Teknologi (BisTek) IDR 70.000 for two tests. Sorry Mom and Dad.


5. Look for fare of delivery to other country in Post office, I asked about :
# how much the costs to Korea, China, Taiwan? 
the officer said: using EMS (It's like delivery packet fast to countries) IDR 97.700 for weight of document 250 grams.

# How long take it to the destination? 
the officer said:3-7 days
( I count the days with my fingers.. still can reach there or not?? coz i was not sure till now.. the deadline of Korea Scholarsip is March 22, I sent the documents on Wednesday (16/03) and will be departed on Thurs (17/03). Well, Only God knows. )

# What time the Post office still open?
the officer said: until 7 pm Miss :)
(I sent my document on 5.30 pm)

Figure 4. Post officer in Pos Indonesia

Figure 6. Sending

6. Packing the documents using Plastic.

Figure 5. Plastics all the documents

7. Sending, looking for fortune :D

8. Praying, Do the Best God Cs will do the rest.


Today is really wonderful day, with rainy came through and busy day to ask signatures from my lectures with busy day of them.... so, i had to go to -college to met one of them, 
-back to home to fix my Introduce self form -typed in computer- thought about good words, 
-back to College to take care Diploma translation- photo copied- waited- ,
-Home to cook for lunch,
-College asked signatures again- asked name card of Lectures
-Home cooking again, 
-Back to college again to took the fixed Diploma translation with stamp and signature from the registar.
-Home to feed chickens n stomach
-College in 2nd floor- asked last signature of the day.
-Sent!!!


After struggle day, i didn't sleep till morning, now 3.19 am. hahhaa.. i did uploaded Photos of graduation and typing beautiful day that God Cs give to me... so, yesterday and today is Beautiful day even it's busy day :D