Mood Selection Mode

Good morning from paradise island, Bali, Indonesia. 

One friend of mine said to me one time," happiness or sadness can be chosen, i can see you Theresia, you can choose to be happy sometimes ". 

We had cocktails and beers for that conversation, i couldn't remember the rest, but i remember that i was in denial, i said, "What if i choose happiness around me, but the external factor of sadness is more than the happiness? what to do?" . And, i forgot my friend's answer, damn liquor! 

Last night, i was in moderate stress level, shown by smart watch (my birthday gift by best friend who is far away in the desert). The stress keep following me the next day, morning i had the urge of feeling, this gonna be bad day. Confusion. Need distraction. Crawling. Busy mind.

I decided to have walk in the garden around where i lived, sweat, that's what i need. Walking for about 20 min, 2.5 km, 2.446 steps and instead of having flat face, i got reminder by my self, "why don't you smile?" . Yes, during the walk, i smiled, who cares, i feel better when i smile alone with the breeze of the wind accompany me. Well, now i am ready to feel good. I choose my day gonna be. 

Time for photo of my self with my Batik design, Oedel Merak Kuning Set to show off that my day gonna be AMAZING!!

Love,

T

Numb in The Beginning 2021

 Hi virtual world,

Hope you all doing well, the reader wherever you are :) .

I got the stroke to write today, just because, I am feeling the numb. I guess numb still much better than pain, or both aren't better? If there is option, i prefer the numbness. I read in one article online, don't think that you are the special one, you are just an ordinary, then you won't work that hard to be special, just relax and enjoy whatever the journey that you are into now. 

I do feel, i am in the middle of waves, following the flow. I am a Styrofoam in the ocean. Nor confusion, nor sadness, nor happiness, just moving without direction. Well, hey yeah the beginning of 2021 already at this happening! Please show me more, can't wait to watch the entire show of my life in this year :)

Single

People says being single is freedom,Another says being single is empty room,I agreed both. 

Since i moved in Bali, one of beautiful island in Wonderful Indonesia and i am single in the most free island in Indonesia!! That is a shame. ha ha.. 

Balinese death ceremony in very busy road, Jl Imam Bonjol. I admire that Indonesia has so much culture like this.

Tegenungan Waterfall, Bali, Indonesia

We are not afraid

We Are NOT Afraid of you, hey Darned Idiot Terrorists!

F*ck you idiot terrorists!

You killed people just because of whatever your belief. Don't you ever have little thought that pass your brain about your belief ? Which belief teaching you to finish someone's life? Nothing belief like that except yours idiot.

Well, i guess you just don't have brain, hey darned terrorist, let me tell you, your belief and your action is idiot. No heaven or hell accept your action at all. If you want to die, kill your self don't involve the others, idiot!
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Deep condolences to all victims in Surabaya churches. 
Republic Indonesia is Fixed, you can't divide us !!!

Once Upon A Time Back in Town

Once Upon A Time Back in Town, Salatiga

I know i still have pending stories about Europe and U.K, but i can't help to upload some photos of home sweet town. (Some photos below taken not only in Salatiga).

The photos divided to 4 sections:

1. Cuteness

2. Foodness

3. People

4. Others

1. Let's start from something cute like: 

All by My Self

All by My Self

Watching this movie on my 7th times or more :)

I still remember i watched it on 2016 in the middle of Western Australia desert, friends of camels but no human.

Today, i just watched in the middle of my parents' big house, alone.

Bridget Jones Diary, is a name of the movie (it has 3 series- and i watched those all of course). Bridget Jones lives in London with society of hers are about family stuff and she still single in her thirties, which is ashamed and sad for her. 

I am pretty sure not only me enjoy this movie, other women has the same situation like her. The biggest scary movie of your life is you are alone without anyone to share your feeling till your number of age growing.... absolutely horror movie! (i am closing my face with face palm now #expression) 

Indonesian way to make this scary horror movie not happen, i would say "amit amit jambang bayi..." (how to read: imeet imeet jumpung biyee) , it is like touch the wood in western way.

In the last series of Bridget Jones Diary, she has happy ending story.

Finger-crossed for anyone. Now, i will back to my imagination white wine, haha.. only bottle of water here at the moment.

Me Marco Polo (Part Prague, Czech Repulic)

Hi, it's me again, yellow jacket Marco Polo, i am in days 39 of winter travelling while writing this excitement journey, and in this time i have a chance to share what was going on in Prague, Czech Republic :)

My heart was beating too fast when i arrived in this country, i have choosen Prague in Czech Republic because of its famous old city with beautiful buildings. I feel like i am a princess back in time to be in this city. They have their own language, their own currency Czech Krona and their own beauty.. waaw...i am in love with this city. 

Czech Krona with the view of Palace around Petrin Tower