Her Name is Indah

 Her Name is Indah

This story begins with a small family who lived far away and unreachable. The family consists of a mother, a father and two cute young girls with different types of curly hairs. They lived in the compound of a good neighborhood. The father does his duty work eight to five every day except Saturday and Sunday, because Sunday is God’s day for them. And the Mother always her duty is taking care of two curly cuties who likes to wander around. 

The Mother has hands who can make any ingredients to be the best for anyone’s tongue. The family is blessed to have her. She can turn normal biscuits into yummy porridge for the curly cuties, she can make the formula milk into the best beverages ever, it’s like she has her own formula to make the cuties into the food so they are well taken care of and have good nutrients for their growth. The father is always in a good mood to be at home because of his happy tummy, thanks to the Mother. They eat together on the lunch day and dinner time, the father always back home for the best food during his lunch break. When they always eat together, the mother always eats less. When there is only 3 tofu on the table, she will give them to us but not to herself, her quote is “I am full already, now this is for you”. When the food is only enough for two people in the family, she will divide it into three pieces and not to herself, and her quote is back, “I am full already, now this is for you”. This event continues for continuous years. 

The Mother is full time working in the kitchen of the small family, you keep watching television, the chef who works in the kitchen will have a big belly but not for the Mother. Now the Mother and the father and cuties are already growing in age, cutie understands about the quote from the Mother when she deals with reality that the quote she always has in the lunch and dinner table are only her lying, she wants us all satisfied but not herself. She loves the family so much more than herself. The mother, her name is Indah, which means beautiful. She does beautiful lying for the family.

He Used to be Sweet.

This is a short story of a boy. The parents gave him beautiful name which has meaning sharp. Let's call him Sharp. Sharp was sweet, sometimes gave his dad, flowers when he visited him. At the school, he had many friends also his study marks not excellent. 

He always sweet, He was. Then the dark side eat him all. He doesn't understand what happen to him either. All he knows, he has power. Abundance of powers all over him, he can't control it and effect people around him, especially his parents, his beloved dad. 

Sharp now, makes the heart to people who loves his sweetness to heartbroken hearted. Such a painful to see him out of control, lose his sweet and they know, Sharp doesn't understand the reality. The reality that everyone knows is he used to be sweet.

 Hey you..

to be honest the life is pretty entertaining you see,

the perspective of past time to present time

I thought life was no future or 

I thought there will be stuck - born

but, you see so far, it is far so good.

Honestly I am happy that I am going forward.

Thank you!

2023

Hello 2023

 Hello 2023 month June.

I hope life gives you wonderous journey if it gave you lemon, let’s make cocktails! Spice it up :)

Many things come up into life these years lately. Missed to write more and crave to share more. I am excited to announce that i am going to create my book! 

The tittle will be : Buku untuk Cucu - Cucuku (read : bookoo oontook coocoo coocookoo) 

Ha!

Love from California ❤️

Could i imagine i had Royal Wedding

Could i imagine i had Royal Wedding?Dream is belong to anyone, well okay, i don't need Royal Wedding just Loyal Wedding, sounds better for me :)

The world is busy about trending topic of Royal Wedding last week ( i wrote this on 2018, now is 2021), Wow! Congratulation Prince Harry and Meghan Markle, even i don't know well two of them, but Prince Harry was in my  childhood's brain, since kid i wished to have prince charming and i picked Harry (not because he is good or etc just because he is Prince, that's all). bahaha.. i knew his birthday too and never forget till now, what a memory!

The journey to famous island.

Okay, this topic makes me back to my journey to United Kingdom! The land that i ever mentioned to somebody when i was in high school, "one country i would visit for sure is England".

Mood Selection Mode

Good morning from paradise island, Bali, Indonesia. 

One friend of mine said to me one time," happiness or sadness can be chosen, i can see you Theresia, you can choose to be happy sometimes ". 

We had cocktails and beers for that conversation, i couldn't remember the rest, but i remember that i was in denial, i said, "What if i choose happiness around me, but the external factor of sadness is more than the happiness? what to do?" . And, i forgot my friend's answer, damn liquor! 

Last night, i was in moderate stress level, shown by smart watch (my birthday gift by best friend who is far away in the desert). The stress keep following me the next day, morning i had the urge of feeling, this gonna be bad day. Confusion. Need distraction. Crawling. Busy mind.

I decided to have walk in the garden around where i lived, sweat, that's what i need. Walking for about 20 min, 2.5 km, 2.446 steps and instead of having flat face, i got reminder by my self, "why don't you smile?" . Yes, during the walk, i smiled, who cares, i feel better when i smile alone with the breeze of the wind accompany me. Well, now i am ready to feel good. I choose my day gonna be. 

Time for photo of my self with my Batik design, Oedel Merak Kuning Set to show off that my day gonna be AMAZING!!

Love,

T

Numb in The Beginning 2021

 Hi virtual world,

Hope you all doing well, the reader wherever you are :) .

I got the stroke to write today, just because, I am feeling the numb. I guess numb still much better than pain, or both aren't better? If there is option, i prefer the numbness. I read in one article online, don't think that you are the special one, you are just an ordinary, then you won't work that hard to be special, just relax and enjoy whatever the journey that you are into now. 

I do feel, i am in the middle of waves, following the flow. I am a Styrofoam in the ocean. Nor confusion, nor sadness, nor happiness, just moving without direction. Well, hey yeah the beginning of 2021 already at this happening! Please show me more, can't wait to watch the entire show of my life in this year :)