All i know since i was kid, what i do oftenly is go out to the garden, face up to the sky, wishing to fallen stars.
Wishing to get many many many friends...
Alone is painful sometimes.
When i have some good friends around, i will fight to keep the great relation between them, because i know stars have chosen me the great great persons.
They are precious.
But, when a close friend say something that makes me giving up on his decision to leave me behind, what can i do? All i do just unbelieve with that situation.
What was i feeling is unspoken, speechless, very very deep pain, i wished it was just a nightmare.
What i wanted to say is, 'Please gimme a chance, even i can't promise i willnot do the same mistake. At least, i have prepared with the same pain when you say something.'