Monday, February 20, 2012


Can't sleep AGAIN!
Too much thinking
Too much wanting
Too much disappointing
Too much worrying
Too much Too much
till can't focus at all.
How many times i feel like this in my more or least 8760 days?
It happens coz i was born in Sagittarius zodiac?
I am searching the answer of 'Too much Too much'

God Cs long time no c.
Miss you all.

Sunday, February 12, 2012


Work at p.m till a.m
             Debora said, i am workaholic woman. Wikipedia said, A workaholic is a person who is addicted to work. I am typicaly person that hate unfinished works still in my back, need to process them quickly. So, i will do all the task till finish, if in the office don't finish yet, i will bring that works to my room, silence, i work hard. I do that because i am alone in my room, no one will know how hard i take care the tasks, no one willnot care too much if i forget to eat or less sleep. I never tell my bad habbit to my parents, could you imagine how their expression of what her daughter does daily in her room? Work!! No time to rest?
"Oh, God! My daughter is going look like her grandma. getting older than her age!!"
I know what to do, but coz' i know what exactly i will do, i am lazy to do that, i know i will get lots problems in the unfinished tasks, i will face difficulties, i will face long calculating again and again, feel kinda bored.
-___- bad me yaa!!

 #$#$##@!$@%#$@%&%& BRAIN STROMING &*(&%*up(#%@#$@%$$^&

I have to do evolution! Do the priority! as Mr. Jeff (my cyber daddy from Singapore) said.
Okay, let's moving!
Lazy??! No more.
Lazy??! Go to Hell!! hahaha laugh proudly ^z^
I will stand up, i won't be squatting person in the corner anymore ^z^.

Oh Yeah.
Thanks God cs giving me all the opportunities through ppl surround me (`v`) .
Good bye Squatting person in the corner.
Evolution to Stand up!!

Saturday, February 11, 2012

No Water for a day!!

You Know What did happen to me yesterday, on Friday for the exact day.
The story began on Wednesday i  work hard till 3 am (Thursday morning).
I Went home from office on Thursday evening, very tired ofcourse, no rest at all, i decided no water (no bath) for today.
I just wanted to meet my bed.
Voila, on the Friday morning got me!! It's 8 am!! Yay!! There was a kick off meeting in my office too, so I decided again, No Water!!
Thanks God, You still gave me bottle of perfume, tooth brush and her friend, toothpaste, powder, Roll on, lipstick and cute face. hahaha

So, No Water for a day!! It's a miracle for me right and no one knows i didn't bath for a day! hahahahahaa..
Love that moment, memorable obviously!

see how, I looked around my friends :P
No body knows :P