He Used to be Sweet.

This is a short story of a boy. The parents gave him beautiful name which has meaning sharp. Let's call him Sharp. Sharp was sweet, sometimes gave his dad, flowers when he visited him. At the school, he had many friends also his study marks not excellent. 

He always sweet, He was. Then the dark side eat him all. He doesn't understand what happen to him either. All he knows, he has power. Abundance of powers all over him, he can't control it and effect people around him, especially his parents, his beloved dad. 

Sharp now, makes the heart to people who loves his sweetness to heartbroken hearted. Such a painful to see him out of control, lose his sweet and they know, Sharp doesn't understand the reality. The reality that everyone knows is he used to be sweet.

 Hey you..

to be honest the life is pretty entertaining you see,

the perspective of past time to present time

I thought life was no future or 

I thought there will be stuck - born

but, you see so far, it is far so good.

Honestly I am happy that I am going forward.

Thank you!

2023

Hello 2023

 Hello 2023 month June.

I hope life gives you wonderous journey if it gave you lemon, let’s make cocktails! Spice it up :)

Many things come up into life these years lately. Missed to write more and crave to share more. I am excited to announce that i am going to create my book! 

The tittle will be : Buku untuk Cucu - Cucuku (read : bookoo oontook coocoo coocookoo) 

Ha!

Love from California ❤️

Could i imagine i had Royal Wedding

Could i imagine i had Royal Wedding?Dream is belong to anyone, well okay, i don't need Royal Wedding just Loyal Wedding, sounds better for me :)

The world is busy about trending topic of Royal Wedding last week ( i wrote this on 2018, now is 2021), Wow! Congratulation Prince Harry and Meghan Markle, even i don't know well two of them, but Prince Harry was in my  childhood's brain, since kid i wished to have prince charming and i picked Harry (not because he is good or etc just because he is Prince, that's all). bahaha.. i knew his birthday too and never forget till now, what a memory!

The journey to famous island.

Okay, this topic makes me back to my journey to United Kingdom! The land that i ever mentioned to somebody when i was in high school, "one country i would visit for sure is England".

Mood Selection Mode

Good morning from paradise island, Bali, Indonesia. 

One friend of mine said to me one time," happiness or sadness can be chosen, i can see you Theresia, you can choose to be happy sometimes ". 

We had cocktails and beers for that conversation, i couldn't remember the rest, but i remember that i was in denial, i said, "What if i choose happiness around me, but the external factor of sadness is more than the happiness? what to do?" . And, i forgot my friend's answer, damn liquor! 

Last night, i was in moderate stress level, shown by smart watch (my birthday gift by best friend who is far away in the desert). The stress keep following me the next day, morning i had the urge of feeling, this gonna be bad day. Confusion. Need distraction. Crawling. Busy mind.

I decided to have walk in the garden around where i lived, sweat, that's what i need. Walking for about 20 min, 2.5 km, 2.446 steps and instead of having flat face, i got reminder by my self, "why don't you smile?" . Yes, during the walk, i smiled, who cares, i feel better when i smile alone with the breeze of the wind accompany me. Well, now i am ready to feel good. I choose my day gonna be. 

Time for photo of my self with my Batik design, Oedel Merak Kuning Set to show off that my day gonna be AMAZING!!

Love,

T

Numb in The Beginning 2021

 Hi virtual world,

Hope you all doing well, the reader wherever you are :) .

I got the stroke to write today, just because, I am feeling the numb. I guess numb still much better than pain, or both aren't better? If there is option, i prefer the numbness. I read in one article online, don't think that you are the special one, you are just an ordinary, then you won't work that hard to be special, just relax and enjoy whatever the journey that you are into now. 

I do feel, i am in the middle of waves, following the flow. I am a Styrofoam in the ocean. Nor confusion, nor sadness, nor happiness, just moving without direction. Well, hey yeah the beginning of 2021 already at this happening! Please show me more, can't wait to watch the entire show of my life in this year :)

Single

People says being single is freedom,Another says being single is empty room,I agreed both. 

Since i moved in Bali, one of beautiful island in Wonderful Indonesia and i am single in the most free island in Indonesia!! That is a shame. ha ha.. 

Balinese death ceremony in very busy road, Jl Imam Bonjol. I admire that Indonesia has so much culture like this.

Tegenungan Waterfall, Bali, Indonesia